You caught me at the end of the winter

I fell on your shoulder, now I’m gettin’ thinner

I swear I feel older, these days, I’m not feelin’ myself

And I’m feelin’ ashamed ’cause I probably need help

And this kid I knew in college, he just died on a plane

Maybe that’s why I’m still scared to fly in the rain

I fall asleep knowin’ nothing would change

I read a book, but you’re callin’ my name

I wanna feel, but I still feel the same